Addressing My Mental Health.. Selling My House and Getting Help

Joylandi 15-Iyn, 2021
There has been so many major life changes for me this year and I'm ready to share them all with you.
It's time to address my mental health and be very transparent. I've had so many silent personal struggles, public feuds and ALOT of mental trauma. Caused by ME, my past actions and people from my past. I've had TOO MUCH loss and have been slowly healing.

It's time to also say goodbye to California for awhile.. I'm selling my giant house in LA, I've donated and sold all my clothes and I'm starting the next chapter of my life. Please listen with an open heart and mind. Thank you to everyone who has stood by me through all the success AND the ugly. I love you so much. If you are struggling with mental health issues or depression, NEVER feel ashamed to ask for help. I waited too long and I'm grateful every day for making the choice to heal.

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  • All this drama queen does is talk about himself if I had that money id be out living life

  • He said "I'm always taking care of someone and no one taking care of me..." Me...Me...Me...once again...LMAO 🤣🤣🤪🤪🤪☻☻☻👊👊👊🕯🕯🕯

  • Omg I love this thank u

  • Stay like this please don't go back to bullying other makeup ppl online

  • Thank you jeffrey, it was like speaking to myself. I bearly had the words to describe my sadness. Hope you heal safe

  • Congratulations for having the awareness and owning your stuff ❤️

  • I am so happy ,you know it was "the ego" You are on a wonderful journey enjoy the ride! You can still be at the top of the mountain enjoying the view , while working on yourself too! xo

  • @Jeffreestar I knew deep down your a beautiful person!

  • You know what's positive, being inspirational. Hoping you can stay in that route Jeffee :)

  • Great job Jefree in noticing the signs to take care of yourself

  • Sending you lots and lots of love Jeffree 💖💓💗💕💋🌈

  • love you Jeffree. God be with you in your new journey, well still be here for you,,, and you are not alone, God's always with you. Be still and know he is there, feel him, hear him, bask on his love for you.

  • Jeffree, how about having your mom move in with you? I think its a great idea to live with a parent and take care of him when they get older. Maybe she needs a break too 💕

  • I'm so proud of you mental health is so important! Your true fans just want to see you happy and healthy!! much love 💗

  • Im gonna miss his California vibes and tone. But life needs this

  • Keep that attitude.

  • Im so so so happy for you!! This is a hard thing for anyone to do but the fact that you found a problem and your working so hard to fix it and let go of things you have learned are not important. This is absolutely Amazing im very proud of you even though you probably won't see this!!!! #YOUDOYOU #DOWHATMAKESYOURSOULHAPPY ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • I m so happy for you..

  • A good way to make your image better might be to unfriend shane :) im glad ur taking care of urself, but u need to show us ur not a bad person anymore

  • Doesn‘t matter how much money you have. Loss and heartbreak is real! I am sorry you have been going through a hard time. I wish you all the best and a bright future! ⭐️

  • I love you. I'm so proud of your personal growth. This covid has really enlightened so many people to face their demons and grow. We can go forward into the aquarian age with love and unity of humanity. I'm so glad you're a part of it❤❤❤

  • This is exact prove that it doesn't matter how much money u have in the world or your the most famous person on the planet , mental health is a serious thing And Depression can accure in any lifetime

  • I can’t say it enough, you are one of the biggest reasons I have become the person I am today!!! I admire you sooo much. I will always and forever be thankful for you❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Please be strong and take care of your health. Whether it's mentally or physically. Please stay strong, be happy and spend more time with your loved ones, with the one who truly will be there for you. Hope you can feel better for yourself. Your family and fans will always love you. :)

  • Es muy importante cuidar la cabeza antes de hacer locuras.... grande Jeffree

  • You look great with some fat on 🔥

  • You are the best, I love you... People can look at you... Be proud of yourself 🥰🥰🥰 best wishes

  • Wait what, she's a he?!


  • I just finished watching your video from 3 years ago. The one where you applied makeup from brands that hate you. The change in you is night and day. I can see the self love in this one. You look healthier, happier, and speaking from the heart. The other video was not a nice one; it was full of shade (no pun intended) and biting into the past drama of those brands. I love the person I am watching today. Please continue to be true to yourself and focusing on your mental and physical health. You’ve soared above so much darkness, time to basque in the light. I love you Jeffree 💕

  • First off welcome too wyoming full time!! Secondly i have snao chatted you regarding some wyoming things! I qdore the person you are in the videos you post out here

  • I miss the you doing reviews Love you

  • I can feel your pain. With pain you make contact with your inner self. But i think it is good to take time for yourself. I give you a hug ❤ You are strong 🙏 and God bless you.

  • I’m so proud of you. Finally taking care of yourself and doing a bit of what I call shadow work. Growth is a beautiful thing and I’m happy to see you doing better 💖


  • Very proud of you. Takes a lot to really look deep inside yourself. It's a fucking bleak & lonely nightmare of a place to be.

  • Jeffree I have never cried so hard at a video before. This hit home. A lot has changed for us all. And this is a beautiful side to you. My love and best wishes are with you and the kids. ❤️

  • Side note* can someone please tell me where he got this outfit from if they know!

  • You are so brave Jeff, you deserve to be happy. When you love someone, give them only 40% and the rest is yours, . I always tell myself ". "" I LOVE ME 10 TIMES ). NOT LOVE YOU. GOD bless

  • while I don't know what it feels like to be Jeffree, I know personally money does not buy happiness. Happiness comes from peace. and removing yourself from enviroments and cutting off certain people is the only way to peace. it's okay to say no and walk away.

  • Sometimes all the $$ in the world, the huge houses, cars, clothes, etc, can't and won't compensate for genuine happiness and inner peace 😔 it would be so fun and exhilarating to have all kinds of dough, travels, fun and most of us would take that in a heartbeat! However, at the end of the day u gotta ask urself Am I REALLY happy?? Sometimes it's better to be broke and happy than rich and miserable 🤔 I wish u nothing but genuine peace and happiness Jeffrey-stay strong and may clarity n peace be with u🙏🏽✨💙

  • 🦅True story time🦅 I'm awaiting a life changing series of surgical procedures due to a violent attack. Needless to say my physical & emotional health very from day to day. Thank God for my salvation and spiritual well-being. Having said that, yesterday was a darker day. I decided to binge watch Jeffree 💫 for the 1st time in days I laughed 🤣! Thanks for the quality content 🤟. Best wishes & prayers on your behalf 👑🦄🌈

  • Man I feel the beginning part big time 😮‍💨😥 I'm so sorry

  • Wow. This probably is the most genuine I’ve ever seen him

  • thank you for sharing

  • This is my first time actually commenting because now I see the real you.....i like this Jeffrey... Please continue to try to heal.. From Caribbean with love and support

  • You've matured so much lately. And I think you're finally being true to yourself. Keep going, you got this

  • "I think I was afraid to heal" ooof, that really resonated with me. The biggest turning point in life can be when you start asking yourself, "why am I afraid to heal, what's really stopping me?". Thank you for sharing, Jeffree.

  • I needed this You are amazing Jeffree star Thank you for always inspiring Thank you for making this video I wish nothing but happiness and peace for you Have fun I’m excited for you this new chapter of your life 💗

  • Hey jeffree star i think you inspire me and you are a blessing and you have the right to shine

  • U talk like a man

  • Im glad that jefree is tsking care of himself just know that we love u bebs abd we will be with u every step of the way

  • He forgot what Real problems are in live. At the end its All business in his head. Im starting to get really bored of this guy. 🤏

  • 2022 is going to be better god bless u

  • Prayers n blessings Jeffrey 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️😘😘😘😘😘

  • Jeffree , you are so beautiful I could just look at you all day 💕 thank you for your sincere sharing. All the best to you on your amazing life journey.

  • who is here after ::supercar blondie::.??

  • u are the iconic with controversial eyebrow @ the first time i know u on youtube and upgrade ur self until succesful..always proud of u jeff n ur carrier too.GBU

  • Welp. If I were rich I’d buy the house lol. You’ve literally made it into the most amazing home ever.. I always wanted to do makeup but don’t get anything about starting a brand

  • Jeffree, you might be a businessman, a character, rich, drama, embody glamour, fame and fortune, but you also are a human being. And, as social, complex and intelligent creatures, we need to be taken care of and take care of ourselves, physically, mentally and socially. Me and all (or at least the vast majority) of the other viewers might only know you as the labels I just wrote and not the real, 100% authentic you which is fine, but I genuinely wish you the very best for your journey to reclaiming your real self, to happiness, to healing from all the complex trauma you seem to suffer from. Much love from overseas. 💕

  • U2 ... I think you will get back together!

  • After I lost my beautiful Persian cat for 18yrs. - I swore, I would never have a pet again.

  • Girl! keep mov'in..... personal journeys are NEEDED. Happy 4-U !!!

  • keep doing you , sending you love !!❤️❤️❤️‍🔥

  • I personally feel social media is a double edged sword. People gain fame but they get slashed so badly as well. It's like virtual wars, I see every single day, people get hurt mentally with piercing swords of words, and it's so hard to heal, when people mistook you, judged you, thought you are worthless. It's really bad and sad. I guess no one is perfect. We fight for our own rights at times when our boundaries got stepped into, but people would think you are just evil to retaliate. There are so much misunderstandings of one another and differences in opinions and perceptions. At the end of the day, I feel, human basic needs are still yearning for love and acceptance! I only recently followed Jeffree and I loved his cosmetics products so much, it's so creative and beautiful, but it's sad to see, he's so hurt by the public as well. I believe there's always two sides to a story. But I do learnt from Jeffrey's courage to share his inner fears and sufferings. I believe everyone has their pasts and pains too. Yes, is to forgive oneself, the mistakes we made before, even if others don't forgive us, to accept our limitations even others don't accept us at all. To learn to love and care of ourselves, even others can't love us. I wish you, all the best, Jeffree, and I seriously so excited as well, looking forward to your Pink Religion, cos I'm a Pink fan too. Your products are also a therapy for me, as I appreciate every single detail you put in your product. ❤️❤️❤️

  • I won't subscribe again because the person you have presented yourself as is not a person i want to support but i hope the best for you. As someone who hasn't had anything in my life and lost everything this year i know how bad it feels to feel empty. I lost my home to a fire, I lost my aunt and my grandmother, i lost my puppy that got me through my medical issues, i lost 2 years of my life with chemo and being in a hospital, and other horrid stuff i faced while having Covid (appendicitis and a tumor). Now I'm living in a hotel room with a few cents in my debit card. Shit sucks but i still have my family and my remaining pets. I still have my life. Hopefully me and you can change this year. Change for the better Jeffree.

  • Take care 🙂 ❤ 💕

  • Jeffrey I just wanted to walk out my job today knowing I have bills and kids and this is so helpful to know that I'm not alone feeling this way this really inspired me in so many ways thank u Jeffery we love u



  • I feel the same way about my boyfriend. If things don't work out with him I don't think I'll ever have another serious relationship.

  • Codependency isn't talked about enough and it's something that can take years to unlearn.

  • Existing but not present. I hope that one day your mind will quiet and you'll find peace within you.

  • When people address themselves as traumatized or damaged as an excuse to bad behavior - It's a narcissist's go to response to escape accountability.


  • Change is a good thing.

  • 0:17

  • Why are you moving out of that home

  • Jeffree you are so strong and I think its awesome that you decided to tell us this and be so brave but remember whatever you do we will be there for you and your right covid really put a dent in everyone I think and yeah selling your house is a big thing but if that's what you need then I think you should do that and if it makes you happy you should do it 🤗😃🥰

  • hi JS 4 trauma PTSD the best are cold water less than 4 degrees, Wim Hoff method..

  • LA business mogul persona no longer working? Better move to Wyoming and buy a bunch of yak and pretend you’re a totally different person, right Jeff?

  • Sorry had to leave another comment. The fear you had in speaking your truth is clearly transmuted. You should know that this video was confirmation on what so many people are feeling. I am hoping that people will see the deep message in everything you have said and learned something for you. Keep healing. I remember the first time I experienced true peace and silence was scary but now after that and I started moving the waters I am striking to keep that every day

  • My first time watching your video and I started tearing up as soon as you spoke. I can hear it in your voice. I love you! The next character that is coming will be filled with peace silence and clarity and I am putting these words of tranquility out for you 🌹🌹♒️ I feel the same I feel the same that I lost the 1 true love but I am at peace and focusing on self. Everything you said was perfect and I’m sure many of us are going three this all the questions you are asking is what I’m asking also. Follow your heart listen to your intuition.

  • Honestly revisited the channel to unsubscribe after not really caring for how he was living his life, but I saw this video and honestly I have to say I’m super glad he has had a wake up call on life and seeing that the life he was living is not fulfilling. I’m also very glad to hear he is going to therapy and trying to learn and grow as a human. Praying he finds God and that his soul will be saved.

  • You go girl!!! Be you… live your best healthy life…

  • Jeffree I totally understand what you’re going through & any loss is still a loss, weather it be the loss of a person or a pet it is still a loss. I’ve always been a strong person a fighter, but it doesn’t mean that I can’t be broken. As we grow more wise in life we make choices That need to be made that will benefit us, & to lighten life’s load, to find our true self & what brings peace to our souls. God bless Jeffree, I wish you true peace🙏🏻❤️

  • By the way I was born and raised in Michigan

  • What about the dream closet??

  • So, you are human. This new skin you have looks good on you

  • He is girl or boy

  • 😴😴😴😴

  • 💖 Love you stay strong

  • Now, its time for Jesus.

  • @jeffreestar I'm so proud of you. I'm crying, I can't imagine what you've been through. Growth is so hard and commitment to growth is even harder. You look so healthy and have a glow (not just make-up) the sort of glow that only comes from happiness and health. Onwards and upwards. x

  • Great so maybe now you’ll stop buying dogs and start adopting instead. Trust me you’ll feel better too 🐶

  • Hi 😍

  • Its comforting to see this... Jeffree we are so similar and its incredible to watch this video from someone that has what I wished I had and is going through mentally through the same struggles...and its just an eye opener for me. That money isnt everything . mental health is first. Its something alot of us ignore..your video is inspirational!!!

  • It's so devastating how breakups impact you. He's hasn't still moved on. It's so deep.

  • I know I'm late - I had unfollowed Jeffree last year just because he was in so much drama and seemed like a really negative person to watch during my free time. I came across this video just now and I really respect Jeffree for speaking about this and I believe he is changing, and he is growing and I'm really hopeful for him

    • @Hailey Groah you should watch dangelo wallaces video about jeffree. It explains the situations jeffree has been in in detail.

    • agreed

    • @Rose I seriously don’t know why so many ppl think he’s a monster he’s genuinely a good person

    • You fell for it.

    • Same!