I Lost My Baby.

Joylandi 11-Iyn, 2021
(TW: Miscarriage) I don't really have the words beyond what I shared in this video. Please keep our family in your prayers. We love you.

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Hi! My name is Nabela Noor and welcome to my channel! I am a plus sized, Muslim, Bangladeshi-American entrepreneur, self-love advocate and self-care expert. I post content surrounding self-love and self-care with the hopes to encourage you to prioritize both in a way that feels authentic to you. I love all things beauty, activism and aesthetics.

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  • Your Rainbow baby is coming! I’m praying for him or her right now. Praying that God keeps you in perfect peace until then.

  • So so sorry for your loss 💔 Thinking of you both 💕

  • Praying for you!

  • Nabela Noor resembles rakhi sawant.

  • When you say I lost our baby it hits me to my core. I’ve been there and it’s an immense pain. Please know you’re not alone and it’s a scar so many of us walk around with. Unseen but it’s there and I’m sorry this has happened but your baby was so loved for the time it was with you. Even when you didn’t know, it was loved. God bless and I hope you are doing well. 💕

  • Please don’t give up. I went through 3 miscarriages in less than a year back to back at only 21-22 years old. I am now currently 28 weeks pregnant with our miracle! Please keep switching doctors until you feel like you are being listened to. Sending love your way, you got this! ❤️❤️❤️

  • Awesome girl

  • More power to you😭❤

  • I cried 🥺🥺 you will be a mom 🔜 ☺️

  • You don’t deserve this pain. It pains me so much to think that someone so amazing and full of life got something so important taken away. You are beautiful and you will be blessed soon again with another baby. This is a deeply sorrowful time for you but you will come back stronger and in the end, you will be pregnant again. I can feel it because you deserve a baby more than anyone else in the world and I know that you will be the greatest mother ever when the true time comes.😔 I am so sorry.❤️

  • Don’t give up. I’ve had 2 miscarriages one last year and one in February of this year. Now I’m pregnant with my miracle baby. I’m 12 weeks now. Your stronger then you think. I lost both my babies at 6 weeks. It’ll happen when you least expect it.

  • I had a miscarriage with my first pregnancy too last year on May ( 8 weeks pregnant ) it was hurtful because I had the miscarriage on my birthday week. Hard to move on but after 2 months of the miscarriage I got pregnant again. I was so worried when I found out because I didn’t wanted to go thru what I went thru with my first baby. My doctor prescribed me progesterone pills and baby aspirin he thought that was going to help me with my second pregnancy. Which thank god my daughter is here ☺️ Born on the month of March 2021 shes 5 months old already. All I can say i know God has a purpose, he makes no mistake! He knows the time. Your body will be prepared!!! Update: just found out I’m pregnant again 2 months after giving birth to my daughter !!! 🥳 yay DONT GIVE UP !

  • Omg this story was the same as mine same weeks as well 😔

  • Aameen Aameen Aameen summah Aameen Rabil Alameen Allahuma Aameen 🤲🏼🤍💦😭😭😭


  • Nabela, I pray for you and your husband. From Dhaka, Bangladesh

  • I'm sorry for hearing that. stay strong and have faith

  • কে কে সময় টিভির নিউজ দেখে এখানে আসছেন 😅

  • Big baby 😂

  • It is a good sign you are able to get pregnant. I had a miscarriage and i was devastated. Then the following month I found I was pregnant again. You will be pregnant again. God have plans for you.

  • 🙏🏼

  • Praying for you

  • Tearing up seeing this on my recommended :( my baby stopped growing at 5 weeks and 5 days, and I still have him/her in my belly ☹️ going through a missed misscarriage has been so tough, and I am sorry that this has happened to you as well. Sending prayers for you and your partner, one day god will bless us with another baby 🍼 👼 be positive love ❤️

  • We named our baby that past away and it’s crazy because we were both in bed thinking of names and we named him rio. And we miss him so much he will always be our Angel in the sky.

  • I am so sorry if this sound so insensitive because ofc grieve. But when you’re ready try again. If you got pregnant, you will do it again. God bless you so much and your belly I hope a baby comes soon Aw🥺

  • I adore you awwww I just wanna hug you🥺🥺🥺🥺

  • Aw🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I lost a baby as well, it’s so hard trying for the second one… I haven’t gotten around to it yet🥺🥺🥺🥺

  • I also had a loss 8 years ago, I went through the same thing and 2 years ago they told me that I was not going to be able to have babies, it was the most difficult and I made up my mind and now I have a beautiful 5-month-old baby, miracles exist, God is going to give you what you wait with so much love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Ul get ur baby i am wanting to get pregnant to nd just waitin for my miracle u will god is goin to gove u one soon huggs

  • My Dearest Nabela Prayers for you and Seth, remember that god works. in mysterious ways when the time is right again it will happen to you, you are so incredibly strong and loved beyond your imagination. 💕💕💕

  • I just want to say that I went through this as well take time to heal. Think like this, the baby wasn't meant to be here so he was send back. The positive side is your body can be pregnant, nothing is wrong with you and you WILL BE PREGNANT AGAIN. Have faith, pray, stay positive, and deal with your emotions and heal. I am now pregnant with my rainbow baby 😭😍🤰🏽🌈

  • I miscarried my first at 11.5 weeks (a very long time ago now) then went on to have 2 straightforward pregnancies & (natural) births 4 & 7 years later xxx

  • 💖💜💜💜💖

  • crying with u 💔

  • Praying for you❤️

  • Well you are a mom. Proof you can make a baby. That is a miracle in itself. You are worthy 💙

  • I lived the same... i was pregnant of more than 1 month without knowing... lost my babyy because of my work. I quite the next month. Now I’m pregnant again. But i will never forgot my first baby... still wondering why i worked so hard... i lost my first baby. I’m thankful to be pregnant again

  • So sorry that you had to experience this. I went through the fertility issues & at 53 now I never got to be pregnant. Blessings to you. Prayers for you both.

  • I was just as far along around June 1st, 2021 and June 7th found out that it was an ectopic pregnancy. So i know the complete hurt that you are going through 😭 sending all the love and prayers to you both 🙏🏻

  • Bawling… Sending you so many hugs, and so much love. It’ll happen. Soon. Inshallah.

  • Did you happen to get va xed recently? There are countless of stories of women losing their baby after getting the ja b. Please look into detoxing if you have. I know someone who recently lost their baby and was vaxed about a month prior to getting pregnant.

  • Oh honey I hope you get past this and remember that before your baby said goodbye that you gave it love so much love even though it may have not been in your arms but in your belly you gave it so much love and for that your baby was happy

  • Ok maybe I’m going to be the only one saying this. I’m not saying it without haven’t experienced this twice and after having 3 children as well. Yes there is pain , but the pain is proportionate to the length of the pregnancy, if you tell me all this is necessary after one week I’m sorry to say that u need to man up. I’m 40 and I can’t relate to this unnecessary social media drama. This is smth personal and it should stay that way. Baby girl, you will be just fine. From personal experience don’t tell people until u are at least 3-4 months and don’t name the baby. It il spare you some pain as well! You need to be strong and remember that nobody is unworthy!

  • Praying for you 💕

  • so what do you want us to do if you lost your baby.... stop posting these sh*tty things on social media 🙄🤦

  • Slm please dont tell anyone for a few month's. Evil eye can kill

  • Inshalah do try Golden cupping qust alhindi and ruqya

  • So sad....God bless you.....

  • Nice video

  • Please take care of yourself in true sense , you can conceive naturally if you cure your other diseases ...make your body a safe nest for your baby where the baby is secure where it doesn't have to die... I guarantee you ... follow natural diet , within a year you'll be cured.and conceive for sure . miracle will happen Nabela , you have to be the channel through which God will bestow upon you the precious gift!❣️

  • you are so incredibly loved. your journey is helping women who will walk the same path as you. sending you and seth so much love while you grief and slowly heal🤍

  • May God ease your pain and heal you, the baby is looking at you from the Heaven. I really feel your pain, you arent alone and we all love you so much You will heal and this baby is there for you to be happier Sending lots lots of love and strenght ❤️

  • You are a strong woman god is going to bless you double mama 💕🙏

  • I lost my Baby during my first pregnancy. This brought back so many memories. God has blessed us with three beautiful children after that. Keep the Faith you are worthy. Give your time to heal. You will be blessed in Jesus Name.

  • Rest in Peace 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💔💔💔

  • Lots of prayers for you dear ❤

  • Bless you both . 🥺❤️

  • Sending lots of baby dust, your way!!!

  • My mom have one before, I so sad, praying u and Seth♥️♥️♥️

  • Rachel Ramey This girl she's very selfish because she has no appreciation in herself. She doesn't understand that when u lose a baby u feel blessed and peace. But this girl she's stubborn and she doesn't realize that when u lose a baby it's like a blessing it's a cherishing moment in life. Beisdes in life many people have lost a baby and they are still grateful. I have worked at a butcher shop and many people they take babies and they Slaughter then or Dismember then or Behead them. They take the organs and separate it from the baby. They take the organs and cook it and they eat or they give it to a homeless person. They take the skin of the baby burn it or they use it as a blanket. Trust me these people are very smart they are very brilliant people they are. I have Slaughtered many babies and I have Dismembered many babies as well. I have done this with training experience and skills. Trust me I have a lot of knowledge and skills. But this girl she is nothing to me but useless. She knows nothing but sitting there and just grieve, mourn, and sob. Thank God Amen

  • I hope your ok! 😭🙏

  • Sorry bt love u

  • I’m so sorry for the loss, I know it’s late but the sorrow felt doesn’t easily go away. Feel all the feelings in order to heal. I’m sending you much love. 💛

  • You’re rainbow baby will soon come 🌈

  • Send u many hugs and prayers to you and Seth

  • Sending you so much love and prayers.

  • I am so sorry for your loss. It is ok to grieve and feel sadness at this time and I pray the Most High God sees you and Seth through this pain. But Gods timing is perfect and he has joy for you both planned. Keep hope. 💕✨

  • ❤️

  • This is amazing the fact that you were able to get pregnant knowing the hardships with pcos I am so happy that you were able to conceive. It is hard when the first pregnancy is lost because it is such a special moment I remember how happy I was but then the doctors told me it was non viable I was crushed and cried for days nights were the hardest and everyone around me were getting pregnant don’t give up I know your a fighter this is just a storm but will end with sunshine and happiness I’m preying for both of you baby dust !!!

  • God bless you doll ❤️

  • Don’t worry my dearie. You are in my prayers. Soon you will have twins, Aameen! ... and they are gonna mess up your white couch. 😁😁 Now smile please.

  • I am so sorry for you 😭

  • Go for adoption gurlll population is already high 🙏🙏

  • God has a plan for you maybe it wasn't time yet but I hurt for you I'm sorry for your loss 🥺💗

  • My heart hurts for you. As a mother of 2 angel babies I can tell you things seem unfair but everything happens for a reason. Never stop trying we will get our chances. Stay strong love ❤️

  • Se Ding you and Seth all the love and courage out here. Your baby came indeed to give you hope that your blessing is coming. Sooner than you think. God bless you dear


  • Bro the drama 🤨


  • Nabelaaa helloooo.hope ur getting stronger...all will b well inshaallah..lots of hugs.

  • It’s ok nabela you will have another one and deliver a healthy beautiful baby in the name of Jesus. I went through this same thing and didn’t understand to God what was the point of I was only just going to loose it in the end. 2 years after that I had my first daughter. I knew then that the miscarriage as painful as it was was the hope to get me though since prior I felt that I couldn’t get pregnant.

  • Don't lose hope❤️

  • I’m sorry 😢 praying for you and your hubby 🙏

  • Nabila how do you know suhana khan shah rukh khan daughter????she followed you on Instagram i mean how please tell me???

  • Hey babe don’t give up … God will bless you with a beautiful child i know it’s very tough for you but u have to keep hoping 💕💕do not give up we’re with u

  • Praying for healing your heart and body Nabela. It's a deeply painful experience to go through. Psalm 30:11 You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing. You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy Trust in the Lord

  • 5 weeks ain't nothing if you are past a certain age and out of shape you have to really plan it shit I know 30 year old aerobics instructors that lose em 5 months in , my sister in law didn't even tell us till she was 8 months in because she had 6 miscarriages

  • This is the first video I ever watch on your channel, my heart is with you. I had a miscarriage last year of a twin pregnancy. My husband wasn’t able to be with me so I’m glad you were not alone. Don’t let people tell you want to feel or what not to feel. Every one grieves differently. God is going to bless you and just know you now have a man angel 👼 watching over you. I am currently 27 weeks pregnant and although by heart is still hurting for my twins, i know god had a better plan for us just like he does for you guys 🤍🙏🏻

  • May the good god I serve be with youu continue to pray go down on your knees an cry out to him he's going to answer you an thank him for this it's sad but he knows bestt he's going to bless you again trust an believe🥺🙏🏽❤!

  • Nabela we want you and your husband to know that please don't gave up on hoping and praying, because after 16 long years of marriage our 1st pregnancy ended up being a 7 months still birth baby boy ' he die inside of me' and after 19 longs months we have a beautiful bouncing baby girl. So we know what it's feels like to hope, pray and wait, but trust god he will see you through this and bless your womb again soon.

  • We love you.. ❤

  • Don’t ever stop trying, my mum waited 10 years thinking it couldn’t be possible but then 3 kids later here she is!

  • God blesses u with a baby in a crazy way . I got pregnant by a dude who blocked me and delete me after i said i didnt want to shower i toke a pill but just for 1 day its not gone work so i end up pregnant

  • I’m soo happy The best loving mom ever🥺❤️I love you soo much blessings 🌹❤️

  • May the Lord be with you, Peace and love💕

  • Praying for you god bless you😔🙏🏼

  • Please keep your faith . Pray to your higher power

  • Nabela💕.. I love you so much girl.. And I actually broke down while you were reading that passage from your journal..😭 Sending all my love & prayers to you🙏.. From: South Africa 🇿🇦